Rest in peace

Erlinna In Loving Memories

Erlinna Noorazmi. Born on 27th November 1984, died on 11th March 2007. She died from cancer. May she rest in peace. There is nothing more to say except that I am glad, I am thankfull to god, that I was given the chance to meet such a wonderfull person. Even if I moved on, she will still have a place in my heart.

Went to Lahad Datu again, this time with my parents and sisters, bringing along ‘ubat penawar’ for her. But our effort is futile. God love her more and took her, to end her suffering. We arrive at Lahad Datu at about 11pm and went straight to the hotel. I was very tired from driving and told my mother to see Erlinna the next morning. At 3 o’clock in the morning I got a call from her parents. At first it was her father, but it seems that he couldn’t talk. My heart beating fast, I knew there’s something wrong. Then it was her mother. She told me Erlinna has moved on. I was speechless. My dad asks me if I wanted to go to the hospital. I said yes and took my car keys. Dad followed me. Reached the hospital, saw her lifeless body. I cried. I cried even more when her friend called me after they got my SMS.

Her father told me that her passing was easy. She took one long and deep breath, then blowing her final breath.

Before she when to critical, she told me that she wanted to see me, which I manage to do for one last time last week. She also asked me to accompany her with her dad to burry her, which I also did. She also asked me to take back the engagement ring, which I also did, and keep it in a special box. I have gotten used to wearing our engagement ring, now I have to remove it. I accept god’s will.

I will move on, she would like me to do so. When she was first diagnosed with cancer, she asked me to leave her and get me a new girlfriend. I refused. I said to her, “Only if you passed away”. She kept asking me that and I always answered the same thing. I consider that a promise to her, I will keep that promise.

Thank you for all who send their condolence, don’t have to worry about me. I will move on. However, I will still maintain her friendster profile, as long as I could. I would also post my final entry on our fotopages.

REST IN PEACE DEAR.

xx_xy

 

The Geek

A so called geek who resides at North Borneo, in a not so little city anymore, formerly known as Api-Api to the locals, Jesselton to the colonialist. This geek is a Civil Engineer by profession, who have lots of ideas popping up while traveling, who will write whatever popped up in his mind and hopping the reader would not be so judgmental toward his writings. This geek is also a computer & internet junkie who love outdoor, which is pretty much contradicting to each other doesn’t it? This geek is good at almost everything but a master of none (read about this somewhere). People may perceive him as a very quiet, describe as phlegmatic person, yet he is quite a chatterbox to those whom he is really close or comfortable with. This geek thinks anime chicks are way cooler than a real chick hence why he also likes to watch it (not the chicks, but the anime). Not to be mistaken as watching a cartoon, anime to this geek and to most of anime follower are animation that are created and produce by the Japanese.

15 thoughts on “Rest in peace

  • 12th March 2007 at 6:34 pm
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    Takziah Paizal.
    So sorry for your loss.
    May GOD bless her soul.

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  • 12th March 2007 at 6:59 pm
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    al-Fatihah…semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat…condolence from me

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  • 13th March 2007 at 10:26 pm
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    takziah pai..walaupun nda pnah kenal sma tunang ko..i was listening to “can you feel the love tonight” while reading your post…sebak pulak..anyways..i hope you can be strong…innalillahwainna illa hi rajiuun

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  • 14th March 2007 at 3:46 am
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    Bro,
    My condolence…
    I’m sorry to hear about such lost…
    May you carry on with ur life…. bravely!
    For her, may she rest in peace

    *prayer*

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  • 14th March 2007 at 6:37 pm
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    Your entry touched my heart…
    u indeed a very loyal person..
    i’m sorry for your lost..
    may her soul rest in peace..

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  • 15th March 2007 at 12:08 am
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    be strong my friend..
    my deepest condolence to you..
    may she rest in peace..
    Al-Fatihah..

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  • 15th March 2007 at 6:00 pm
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    Paival,
    I am very sorry for your loss. My condolence goes to you, your family and her family.

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  • 17th March 2007 at 5:03 am
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    Takziah, sedihnya aku baca blog ko 🙁 Walaupun aku nda berkesempatan kenal ngan Arwah,Al-Fatihah dan Bacaan Surah Yasin aku sedekah dari pihak keluarga ku.Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas nya.

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  • 18th March 2007 at 11:09 pm
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    I’m truly sorry for your loss. All of you are in my prayers. May her soul rest in peace.

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  • 22nd March 2007 at 1:20 am
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    May her soul rest in peace. Takziah to you & family.

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  • 28th March 2007 at 1:15 am
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    SALAM TAKZIAH DARI SELURUH KELUARGA MAIDIN MAJANGGOL DI MANA JUA BERADA…SEMOGA ALLAH MENCUCURI RAHMAT KE ATAS ROHNYA. BE STRONG!!! AL FATIHAH….

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  • 30th March 2007 at 10:15 am
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    Takziah Paival.
    Al-Fatihah.
    Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.

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