Life goes on…

Image405 It has been 40 days since Erlinna passed away. And I know I must move on. Thank you for everyone who supported me.
Bukan Diriku
Setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat kusanksikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu,
bukanlah diriku
Kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu
bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku terbatas
‘tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku
Walau ku masih mencintaimu;
Ku harus meninggalkanmu;
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu;
Nurani membutuhkanmu;
ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku,
ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang dapat menyantunmu,
bukanlah diriku

The Geek

A so called geek who resides at North Borneo, in a not so little city anymore, formerly known as Api-Api to the locals, Jesselton to the colonialist. This geek is a Civil Engineer by profession, who have lots of ideas popping up while traveling, who will write whatever popped up in his mind and hopping the reader would not be so judgmental toward his writings. This geek is also a computer & internet junkie who love outdoor, which is pretty much contradicting to each other doesn’t it? This geek is good at almost everything but a master of none (read about this somewhere). People may perceive him as a very quiet, describe as phlegmatic person, yet he is quite a chatterbox to those whom he is really close or comfortable with. This geek thinks anime chicks are way cooler than a real chick hence why he also likes to watch it (not the chicks, but the anime). Not to be mistaken as watching a cartoon, anime to this geek and to most of anime follower are animation that are created and produce by the Japanese.

One thought on “Life goes on…

  • 20th April 2007 at 8:33 am

    Hey paival… it’s such tragic news. So sorry to hear that. I never knew and I almost couldn’t comprehend. I lost a friend over brain tumour few years ago. It was very hard to comprehend. I can see that you are very strong. Very strong indeed to know that you must move on. I can only say time will heal and does heal. But time always seems forever. Always know that we are always walking with you…


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